Do you ever just hold things back, so you won’t make the person that means the most to you, feel even worse about their bad day, when you had a bad day as well.

Maybe in another world we were together... good bye. Forever.

It’s hurting more then it’s suppose to.... why do I feel this way ... I shouldn’t but I do....
Having feelings for someone that I like so much but doesn’t want me is the worst. I said it didn’t but it does. Maybe I’m not as strong as I thought I was, just have to continue to take it in and accept the fact he and I will never become something I imagined. We will be nothing, just a person I knew from the other side of the country I had a “crush” hopefully one day I can meet someone that will make me forget this feeling and never leave or doubt anything..... oh how it aches and nobody will know or understand.... good thing I will never come back once I leave because I won’t want ever to see you again... it will just remind me of the memories I thought we would have or could have had.... just have to let go... forget about you as much as I can....

That’s why my heart is the way it is!

3rd time a dude has asked me out on a date and never texted or showed...story of my life lol

Dude! People suck!

Is it gone?

I guess I have to let it be, no matter how much I want to keep holding on, not let go, keep all hopes...

Lowkey...

I worship God in class sometimes...