Todays Journal Topic

A cafeteria worker was cleaning up the pans and dishes then began to put them away when she came across a magic lamp. She was really confused to find it in a kitchen of a high school, she kind of ignored it but was very curious. This worker began to laugh and pretend to rub it like she saw in Aladdin the Disney movie. All of a sudden she began to see weird figure coming out of the spout like smoke of purple and blue with pictures of beaches and amazons. Then BAM she was in a tropical amazon and was stuck in a mini river, she was so confused and terrified. When all of a sudden she saw a figure slowly approaching her....it looked like a branch but all of a sudden this branch opened its killer green eyes coming slowly. Then it rose out of the water with its huge jaws! The caferteria  worker was looking up at the alligator in shock not knowing what to do thinking how her life was gonna end. "hey yo whats up?" said the alligator.

"If you think about it everything in society is all ancient like some music, before I had iTunes and Spotify I had it on Mp3 then before that it was on a CD then it was on a tape then before that it was a cassette and then Venal...... ITS STILL THE SAME FUCKING SONG".  -Dr.Preston

My life has been changed!

  Starting off with a terrible week because I was busy and then got sick! BUT! I did my annual Teen Search camp but this time I was Director! The Lord truly changed so many teens lives this weekend and I know this has changed their life forever! I am so happy that everyone had the most awesomest experience! I did for sure because it meant so much to me and I was so sad that it happened to quickly but God made it truly perfect, praise God!

A boy

Made me feel like shit. I think I let my mind over think something little to be amazing, crazy how someone can be so nice but make a mistake that hurt so much.... we were nothing but I thought we would have been something. To have a chance to be wanted, from somone I have been interested in for a while now. Before he even knew me, but that's high school right? To have a crush on someone that I thought was perfect? To have an interest on a  young man every girl wants, giving me the feeling I had the chance. We had a chance. Maybe in another world it work or is working, maybe we are together living the perfect life... oh how young my mind is.

Why are we insecure ?

I walked into spanished classes legit annoyed as hell. Why? Because my Spanish teacher is super nice older lady but not at the same time. She can be very nice but when you hit her slight nerve she goes all wild. Thursday  a sub came into because she had a meeting. This sub was a very quiet young man,  maybe early 40s. I am writing about him because I saw how insecure he was and I didn't say anything to help. He constantly scratching his arm looking down, kept figiting with his hair and kept looking at him self in his phone. I wanted to tell him he looked good but okay or don't worry about how you look but in a nice meaningful way. I understand the feeling of caring what you look like and feeling ugly in your own body.... but I didn't say anything .....

My Ignite Talk

Big question 8/19/16 12:25 AM

My big question is why do we trust and take risks for people when we know the outcome isn't going to be so great? Is it because we have hope or care for them in our heart that much? Or maybe we just give them the benefit of the doubt... So sad how we live in a great extraordinary world were we can't trust People even those you've known for quiet sometime. Why do I believe in second chances whern others don't give chances? Do you believe in second chances?

1. I learned people take the risk and give people second chances because everyone is unique and by that I mean everyone has different experiences and make different mistakes, we will never understand. 

2. Over the break I learned that chances and risks should only be given to people that deserve it because some people will continue to break your trusts, take it for granted.

3. The connection I see in this class is Emerson because we are all different, so we make those decisions that may hurt but have you make a choice that hurt someone but they still believed in you?

4. I will explore this big question not only around school, my experience, and my friends experiences but through out my whole life. It is just such a huge question with so many answers but I want to know most of them because it happens everyday and everyone.

Essay breakfast

   People love sharing information because they want to feel important or recognized. I know when I post my food at times, I think I am showing pride because... I made it and it taste amazing! Social Media was made for people to communicate and show who they are through a electronic device. They can use a computer, tablet, phone, lab top, and now most likely the Apple Watch. The world has made so many ways for people to share who they are and sometimes even more. It is probably the most perfect invention for the human kind.
   The difference between a composition book and a tablet are very different because people can see it whats going on. In the composition book people are able to freely write down anything about themselves and I believe is it better. Physically writing down emotions, thoughts, and interests are the best way to be not only a better person to others but yourself. The invention of paper is literally beginning to fail slowly, paper has inspired and saved lives. Especially mine. I am able to speak my mind through my hands and think freely. Where if I was trying to do it on a Electronic device its not me! Speaking and writing what I want! It's the device telling me no its this word don't forget to end the sentence right here. NO! There are many ways to structure a sentence, yes there is a right way but that is not how I am or expressing who I am.
   Through art is the most common way to have others share about them selves or lives. I think these things are the most beautiful. Unlike Social media where its like people posts a pictures where it doesn't even look like them with a odd filter or even a edited version of an effect. People can't even see the real you, people even put the wrong likings on their page so they can look good for people.
   Sharing to others about ourselves gives us a sense that people are actually listening and seeing what kind of a person you are. I think every single human in this world wants some kind of attention, no. I am not talking about the attention where they want that special someone or wants to be the center of the crowd. The kind of attention were they can be viewed as an individual. Just putting more out their. Impacting and inspiring others happens all the time through people putting themselves out there. Because of experience and mistakes everyone can relate to.