Thursday, February 8, 2018

Useless Pain

I have pain
My heart aches
No reason at all
Just pain
I’m fine it’s okay
I say to no one because they don’t see it
Nobody cares
I don’t care
Why does it matter
I don’t want to go out I just want to stay in bed and sleep
Forever
I have pain
My heart aches
Just pain
Nobody cares
No one sees
Just me
My eyes sting so much from crying...

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

How funny...

It's so funny how a great day can go down a hill and hit a bush of thrones...

It's funny how you can be having the time of your life admiring, the sun shinning against the waves as they move back and forth hearing the brushing sound but than it goes down the cliff and stabs you with razor-edged rocks....

It's funny how you can be happily dancing to music created by an artist to touch others souls but than it goes down a mountain, hitting the periphery sides of the earth as you roll and tumble down...

It's funny how you can enjoy and admire someone for who they are. "Little things matter the most" as its a cliche but things become cliches because they are true. Watching little movements they make a long with sounds and sayings. Loving the feeling they give you when you see them from across the room, smiling at you, as if you have never seen the sun before. Being able to talk to that one person everyday, trusting,venting, and loving....but than it all gets pushed off a skyscraper.. something not natural or related to an earths creation, just falls and falls, with the cold air brushing against your body. Your heart begins to race, you begin suffocating, having trouble breathing. All thoughts go through your head as you are slowly dying, you heart beats become slower and slower, your heart stops. You are laying face down on a hard black ground, You are dead.