University of Hawaii Manoa Here I come!

Today is the day I made up my mind. Well not really... So on Sunday afternoon Nat and I went to Blenders and we had a legit conversation about our future and our careers. WE were in the parking lot just talking in my little trunk with the door open enjoying the hot silky sun against our skin, that day I decided I was going to follow my path in life and become a doctor. I have been dreaming about this since I can remember being able to help people and maybe save lives. I am passionate about helping people and interested in knowing how the body works and just being able to have answers to a problem to take pain away. I know its going to be challenging but keeping my faith strong I know I will get through it. I remember being about 5 or 6 and my pediatrician gave me a stethoscope and said "use it well, maybe you can use it when you become a doctor" I will never forget that moment because I felt a warmth and comfort in my heart, seeing my future without realizing it. I still have it till this day, but since I was little I kind of took the ear part off so now when you put them on it hurts but I mean very great memory....
     The college Fair helped me decided what school I really want to go in, which is University of Hawaii. I am seriously all for it I have been looking at their brochure, website, and videos. I can feel it in my heart that I really want to attend this University after I graduate from high school. They have a great medical program and I believe this is were I truly belong. I have not had this feeling of Satisfaction on a school or my major till now! I understand its little pricing but I know it will all be worth it.

denmeit - resolution

Moment of Paloma gaining confidence or proof Paloma can do anything?

As she walked up, in front of all the eyes filled with curiosity. Her mind had no thoughts just a little disappointment in one and her self, she was tired but was ready. She took a deep breath and begin to say a skill, a talent she did not know she had. 2 pair of eyes begin to be uncomfortable knowing she had a chance. They looked at each other with horror glares. She didn't know whether to believe it was truly happening. She had reached the top she had the great feeling of conquering all and not have the others look down upon her. The Realization she had in her mind and heart finally grew, opened. Knowing...she was capable of everything. In that moment they realized I had a possible opportunity of winning.

Waterpolo Oxnard Tournament

This weekend I was in Oxnard and Ventura, CA  

We lost all 4 games and out of those 4 we could have won 2 teams that was about the same level and we were better then... but we didn't. I seriously don't get the remix thing but I feel this can kind of tie into it.

 

It sucks to feel like you suck in every thing you do in life but can you remix that with new choices? I don't understand where I am trying to get with this but in all of the depressing loses of the games I had fun with a team I barely know and coaches I love so dearly. What I really loved was stopping and embracing moments that I know I will remember.

EVERYTHING IS A REMIX

Domain Knowledge- learn the language speak like everyone else (Bob Dylan)
Transformation - taking it and changing it to create something else improvements
combinations- existing stuff and emerging them together when they are not even related
implications- copied and adapted
loss aversion
two disortions
*Doc if you are reading this I don't understand this video, I seriously started counting how many ums he said, and I could now receive what his message was because it was just.. boring I need this explained and he needs Bart's public speaking class! I just can't with this video 

MUSIC AS LITERATURE

Music is literature. Music embraces the art of it. The difference between a poem, rap, etc. is the way literature is presented. It can be shown and expressed in many different ways, you just have to pick the one you like the most. I personally believe music the key to literature because humans enjoy it.

Hello 2017

Paloma Bendicion Ronquillo has grown a lot since January 2016. I started off the year thinking I knew what I wanted and I knew who I am. Well the reality was, I didn't. I began to realize how much I actually didn't know what  I wanted and I knew who I am but it was the year of trying to find out. It was a good year of my life but it also was a bad one. I did so much but so little. I grew to be a little girl with big dreams that hasn't started them, I grew more of a person by looking at both sides of things people don't look at, and I grew by seeing how I wanted things and to take the bad things or people out of it so it wont ruin my days of living. The really nice thing is that I have at one person with me by my side through this all, which has helped me so much in my whole life time so far.