Why are we insecure ?

I walked into spanished classes legit annoyed as hell. Why? Because my Spanish teacher is super nice older lady but not at the same time. She can be very nice but when you hit her slight nerve she goes all wild. Thursday  a sub came into because she had a meeting. This sub was a very quiet young man,  maybe early 40s. I am writing about him because I saw how insecure he was and I didn't say anything to help. He constantly scratching his arm looking down, kept figiting with his hair and kept looking at him self in his phone. I wanted to tell him he looked good but okay or don't worry about how you look but in a nice meaningful way. I understand the feeling of caring what you look like and feeling ugly in your own body.... but I didn't say anything .....

My Ignite Talk

Big question 8/19/16 12:25 AM

My big question is why do we trust and take risks for people when we know the outcome isn't going to be so great? Is it because we have hope or care for them in our heart that much? Or maybe we just give them the benefit of the doubt... So sad how we live in a great extraordinary world were we can't trust People even those you've known for quiet sometime. Why do I believe in second chances whern others don't give chances? Do you believe in second chances?

1. I learned people take the risk and give people second chances because everyone is unique and by that I mean everyone has different experiences and make different mistakes, we will never understand. 

2. Over the break I learned that chances and risks should only be given to people that deserve it because some people will continue to break your trusts, take it for granted.

3. The connection I see in this class is Emerson because we are all different, so we make those decisions that may hurt but have you make a choice that hurt someone but they still believed in you?

4. I will explore this big question not only around school, my experience, and my friends experiences but through out my whole life. It is just such a huge question with so many answers but I want to know most of them because it happens everyday and everyone.

Essay breakfast

   People love sharing information because they want to feel important or recognized. I know when I post my food at times, I think I am showing pride because... I made it and it taste amazing! Social Media was made for people to communicate and show who they are through a electronic device. They can use a computer, tablet, phone, lab top, and now most likely the Apple Watch. The world has made so many ways for people to share who they are and sometimes even more. It is probably the most perfect invention for the human kind.
   The difference between a composition book and a tablet are very different because people can see it whats going on. In the composition book people are able to freely write down anything about themselves and I believe is it better. Physically writing down emotions, thoughts, and interests are the best way to be not only a better person to others but yourself. The invention of paper is literally beginning to fail slowly, paper has inspired and saved lives. Especially mine. I am able to speak my mind through my hands and think freely. Where if I was trying to do it on a Electronic device its not me! Speaking and writing what I want! It's the device telling me no its this word don't forget to end the sentence right here. NO! There are many ways to structure a sentence, yes there is a right way but that is not how I am or expressing who I am.
   Through art is the most common way to have others share about them selves or lives. I think these things are the most beautiful. Unlike Social media where its like people posts a pictures where it doesn't even look like them with a odd filter or even a edited version of an effect. People can't even see the real you, people even put the wrong likings on their page so they can look good for people.
   Sharing to others about ourselves gives us a sense that people are actually listening and seeing what kind of a person you are. I think every single human in this world wants some kind of attention, no. I am not talking about the attention where they want that special someone or wants to be the center of the crowd. The kind of attention were they can be viewed as an individual. Just putting more out their. Impacting and inspiring others happens all the time through people putting themselves out there. Because of experience and mistakes everyone can relate to.

What in Tarnation!

COME ON YOU KIDS/TEENAGERS YOU ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT ADULTS TREATING YOU LIKE KIDS! CAN YOU HAVE SOME RESPECT AND THROW AWAY YOUR GUM IN THE DAMN TRASH CAN?! ITS NOT HARD, YOUR ASS IS LUCKY DR.PRESTON EVEN LETS YOU EAT AND CHEW GUM IN HIS CLASS LIKE FAM! RESPECT HIS CLASSROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

United Airlines article

Leggings, a piece of clothing since the 1960s. Walking down the crowd through business men, mothers trying not to yell at their toddlers with a force, and Hozier trying not to be seen in airport. My thoughts seeing all this was that I just wanted to get home to see my family and sleep the way their because I new I had 5 hours. I put my luggage in its place, as I walked down the tunnel hall way to board my plane and one of the flight crew members saw me approach she begin to eye ball me from the bottom of my shoes to the top of my head. "I'm sorry to say this but you can not board the plane, you are wearing inappropriate attire it does not meet our policies standards." I looked down at what I was wearing I saw what I had left my dorm in. My roshes and nike fit leggings with a gray long sleeve shirt. Inappropriate?.... I think not! I had no skin showing or my boobs hanging out, just a casual outfit that I could sleep in or even work out in. I was denied my way back room to visit family and the only time I can be able to sleep comfortably. Yet a passenger can wear and dress which is showing her legs and skin but I can not board BECAUSE OF LEGGINGS!

     I believe United is ridiculous! RIDICULOUS!

University of Hawaii Manoa Here I come!

Today is the day I made up my mind. Well not really... So on Sunday afternoon Nat and I went to Blenders and we had a legit conversation about our future and our careers. WE were in the parking lot just talking in my little trunk with the door open enjoying the hot silky sun against our skin, that day I decided I was going to follow my path in life and become a doctor. I have been dreaming about this since I can remember being able to help people and maybe save lives. I am passionate about helping people and interested in knowing how the body works and just being able to have answers to a problem to take pain away. I know its going to be challenging but keeping my faith strong I know I will get through it. I remember being about 5 or 6 and my pediatrician gave me a stethoscope and said "use it well, maybe you can use it when you become a doctor" I will never forget that moment because I felt a warmth and comfort in my heart, seeing my future without realizing it. I still have it till this day, but since I was little I kind of took the ear part off so now when you put them on it hurts but I mean very great memory....
     The college Fair helped me decided what school I really want to go in, which is University of Hawaii. I am seriously all for it I have been looking at their brochure, website, and videos. I can feel it in my heart that I really want to attend this University after I graduate from high school. They have a great medical program and I believe this is were I truly belong. I have not had this feeling of Satisfaction on a school or my major till now! I understand its little pricing but I know it will all be worth it.

denmeit - resolution